"This isn't what I signed up [for]. Where are the big trades, high fives and celebratory closing...

|By:, SA News Editor

"This isn't what I signed up [for]. Where are the big trades, high fives and celebratory closing dinners you promised?" - one of thousands of internal e-mails pointing to internal turmoil at AIG, even as execs put on a unified face of confidence in fall 2008.